Sometimes all I can think about is the past,
The days that broke my heart,
The sky that laughed on my misery,
And the friends that left me at my worst.
My ending is still not clear,
But want to start over,
Cause this loneliness is making me miserable,
And my heart is not strong enough to handle another blow.
With everything planned,
I don’t know where I stand,
With everyone happy,
I am the only one with a frown.
We all want to skip to the good part,
But what about the days that broke our hearts?
Being here is making me doubt my worth.
I tried crying,
But my tears are left dry.
Even my eyes are tired of shedding water,
And my brain is asleep because now it doesn’t matter.
Making a smile on your face is not hard,
It's easy to let people know that everything is fine,
Cause they don’t want to hear your story,
All they want is a happy face,
So let’s just fulfil their wish.
Smile and let them know that everything is fine.
The world doesn’t care,
So why make them listen?
I am done for good now,
My boldness is fading,
Making me weak,
But I still want to begin from scratch,
And complete this sad ending with a new beginning.
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